no, I’m not.

Today I added vomiting to my various fun bodily ailments. My husband succeeded in getting more Vicodin which meant I was able to sleep and drink (but sadly, not eat). I don’t want to get dehydrated again. Although I won’t lie; having that 1000 mL through IV made me feel better than anything else these last few days.

I have spent the last two days in a fog of medicine, ill-sleep, semi-starvation, and pain. I long ago gave up any feeling of value since I couldn’t help with the children nor housework. I feel irritation I haven’t made my New Year’s Resolutions nor my list of ’06 grats (here are last year’s). Nor have I made a poo or been able to get my own water to drink. The only thing I’ve accomplished is a daily bath, a blog entry and a couple emails. Usually at a cost.

2007 can only improve from here, and I hope it does soon!

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